I know. Long time since I updated again. Then again, I have so many events, whats the point of me trying to update them all? Lions Befrienders outing, ACTIVE events and stuff, I'm going for it all. So yah, update about events also not much use, you will just see one event after another. Haha....

Hmm, exams exams... what exactly are they trying to examine. They have been a joke till now. No comments on them. I'm more worried about how to survive the holidays... once my exams are over, I will have hell coming down on me. Ok, not literally... but... ;) CCAs galore. As in really stuff all the way. I rather have more exams. Lol.

E.g.: Thurs do toastmasters stuff
Fri Leo Club Meeting
Sat Villa Francis (Community Service/ Leo Club)
Sun Chess Training
Mon Training
Tues BA Ambassadors Training
Wed NAPFA Society/ Talent Development Camp (TDC)
Thurs TDC
Fri TDC
Sat I&I (Leo Club)
Sun Chess Training

Think anyone will also get the idea. :D It will be like these for about 4 weeks, and more than half of the remaining 3 is also taken up. Yea, I know. WTF???

It's a good thing there is no homework...

Lemme see... Wei Xuan asked me who I like. Good luck finding out. Think he still haven't found out who I voted for for the ZEST thing. Lol. Surprised I got it anyway. Speaking of that, wonder what my title will be like in a few months. Competent Communicator Leo Josh? Lets add a few more... VP? Lol. CCVP Leo Josh. Heck lah. And yah, damn the change in the CCA Points system... you realise I was on the verge of obtaining GOLD IN A SINGLE SEMESTER!!! WHY IS THERE ARLS!! YEA, I'M AGITATED!! Ok, I have plenty of points for that also, but nowhere near enough to qualify in a single sem.... maybe need 2 or 3. Haiz. At my current rate, I will have over 200 CCA Points before I hit 48 for ARLS. Haiz.

For those who think I want to go Uni... so wrong you are. I don't really want to go Uni right now, though I may in the end. It's 4 years I can use for far more.... you know. My dream is to start my own business empire. No one has ever done it by focusing on studies. Eh, why do you think I'm so active in my CCAs? It allows me to learn far more than I do by STUDYING...

By the way, I know I suck as a leader. :D Thus far anyway. My only defense is that I'm new to this also, learning how to manage all of it at one go, fearing to delegate too much or too little, and giving myself an opportunity to relax. I promise I will do better the coming semester, and even better over these years. Yes, I accept it as my fault. It's a bitter pill to swallow though. Haha... But what else can I do but face it. And yes, solo-ing the project gave me a cheap thrill. I never want to replicate it again though. You realise how draining it is.... -_-''

Let's see. Chelsea won. 3-0. Haha... Ok, kinda outta point here.

I just hope for your support~ everyone's support in fact. I'm not superhuman, my weaknesses are as glaring as whatever strengths you people think I have in abundance. Life is not so unfair you know. :D

Once upon a time...... the boy would have given up. Now, failures are nothing more than learning experiences. The pill is bitter still, but at least, it's honey-coated now. To your dreams and mine.... may they COME TRUE!

Remembering what life is.....
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