Not that I havent "blogged", just that the entries are not here. As those entries are not meant to be viewed by most people, and I dun want to read the same stuff later on in life, I shall not post them here. :D

Was wondering what would happen if people suscribed to my philosophy. More competitors for me? =D But nah, not that much of a problem for me. I love challenges. Then again, seeing things the way I do may not be beneficial for others. Hahaha.... And coupled with my greatest weaknesses, they would probably have as fun a time as I do dealing with them.

The only way to get better at decision-making is to make more decisions. So I was taught. And now, I practically have to decide what event/meeting to go to every day. I realised why the above lesson is so prominent... because there is no really "right" decisions. Someone will always challenge it, and you yourself will have doubts as well. What you can do is to make the choice that calls out to your heart, and defend it with your life. Passion, focus, and perseverance....

The person I was is gone forever more. I can never go back to the life I lead. But the current situation is no good either. While some may say it highlights my greatest strengths, I feel that to those who really observed, my greatest weaknesses go obviously unaddressed as well. To people like Miss Chua, Keen Len, and Michelle, there is no doubt that it is darn evident. Their feedback reflects that as well. Do I change? I obviously need to. But to break free from my current comfort zone, to reprogram myself all over again... :S

Haiz. So tired. So hoping for someone to understand me and help me. But to all those who understand, most seem to be more interested in pushing me even more in fulfilling my potential. Oh well, I was the one who volunteered to be on this track... but still, lack of rest is depriving me of the ability to work in an optimum condition.

Remembering what life is.....
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