Change is no longer as scary as it once was. But thinking about it, what I have done is yet miniscule in nature. I need to challenge myself, forge ahead more, take up tasks with greater risks, to reap the rewards that yet lies ahead. As I have done for the past few months, pushing myself out of my comfort zone, I have entered a new comfort zone. To stay at this level would probably satisfy quite a few people, and I admit that I even thought of doing so. However, a sentence resonates about me whenever I think about that- "Hold yourself to the standards of an entrepreneur". Even though I am not yet an entrepreneur, to be one in the future, I have to cultivate the inner game. Some would say that my inner game has reached a high level, and that I am ready to just execute, but I don't think so. While I do know the theories, they are not ingrained in me yet. My executive intelligence is not up to the task as well. I need to train up my leadership skills, learn to build relationships, and most importantly, not let my self-confidence translate into arrogance. It is well enough to be secure in the knowledge of what lies within you, but I love the feeling of doing what others can't. What a downfall. :D Yet, a strength it can be as well. Depends on how I apply it of course...

Went to visit Ken, was told to find a girlfriend. Once again. Lol. When will they ever let go of that subject. Wendy said so too. But as usual, they got me to think once again. I suppose I really suck in that department? :D Then again, maybe not. I've never tried, how do I know? And I hear a voice reminding me to take up the challenges in life. How beautiful life is. And the truth is, the beauty lies within. Seriously. I have watched people overcome their fears and speak up, take control of their moods to get things done, and I'm seriously happy for them. Not that they have started on the path that I did, but that they are finding their own identities. I have no wish for anyone to model themselves on me, for that would only limit their potential. Should anyone do that, what can they offer me? We might agree on loads of things, but when things need to be done, I need people whom have diverse skillsets and mindsets to form that kind of synergy that is needed to get things done! I have seen people come forward to help others in a selfless fashion, putting their efforts on people whom would never know them, with nothing but the reward of those smiles. And those smiles are worth a lot indeed...

Another thing I have noted is that organisational development is in everyday life. Your family, your friends, yourself. The principles of finance in business translated into people's lives are essentially the kind of advice financial gurus are offering now. The way you relate to others will remain the same, the strategy that you use, although you might not think of it that way. At one point, you need to get your name "out in the market", while you have to "build a brand". So do you publicise yourself, or do you be humble? Where is the balance? Only if some people would consider things from my point of view... oh well.

I feel an energy lifting me beyond my physical limits. Although recently it has been "inactive", I feel it nonetheless. As I recover my energy with more rest, I know that one day, I will depend on that energy once more to deliver what seems impossible. If only I can work in peak performance forever... Maybe I can? :D Preparing for the challenges ahead... and if only I can meet someone who's worth it... Hahaha... But first things first!!

1. Business
2. Studies
3. CCAs

OMG... NO TIME!!! :D

Remembering what life is.....
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