Wow, seems like some people managed to read my post that is no more. Haha. Interesting. Does it truly matter whether you did? My feelings and challenges are my own, no more can you resolve them than anyone else, except those involved, can. And now, I have both more clarity and am more confused and emotional than ever. Haha. Flare of jealousy left and right. Haiz, maybe I was wrong. But what if I am right. Josh stuck at a crossroads, unable to make a decision.. first time this ever happens. Oh well, lets move on to the happy stuff....

Saturday was very enjoyable. :D Sunday I had loads of fun cycling at ECP, for the Amazing Race. Cliff managed to injure himself in 10 mins, but yea, overall it was quite ok. I love the outdoors stuff really, but my time hardly allows me to indulge in it. When will I get to cycle again?? Hahaha... Today absolutely rawked though. LEO FACTOR!!! A project brought about by my initiative, and its the very first one... Hahaha... The attendance was better than I expected, and most importantly, the participants had fun! And this will definitely help us bond. Gods, maybe I should have began on this earlier. My plan is to make it a monthly thing! As in monthly event, not every month play captain's ball and all. :)

Then went Vivo with Jackson, Kelvin and Cliff. Known the first 2 for like 8 months, first time we watch movie together, despite how often we hang out as a group. Shows how busy we are. :S :S :S Still, its better late than never. The movie itself, deja vu was nothing too captivating, mainly due to the fact I could predict the storyline, but that might have been kinda unfair seeing the kind of reading I have made into this area. It highlighted what many authors and I myself believe. Like destiny being a matter of choice, time being a river, and the diverging courses, what happens when a timeline is shattered, time and space being a matter of perspective etc.

How I pray that Christopher is right. You know, his grades may not be good, but so what? He is one of my favourite seniors. Hahaha... I love him as much as he loves me. Lol. In a buddy kinda way. Chris all the way!! His mature thinking but friendly and cheerful countenance is a relief to me. Haha. Jackson is kinda like a more outgoing, friendly, but rash and occasionally doesn't think deeply enough me. And Kelvin is the opposite, being more quiet, reflective, but also more vulgar. And I am the one with a super huge ego problem, as well as an idiot and fool when it comes to managing my emotions. Jason is like an elder me, who has gone down the same way of thinking but can advise me with his experience. And so many more. Whatever omnipotent force out there has blessed me with these people in my life, thank you so very much!! We all have our own faults, but together, we will make it!

So what I pray Chris is right about? Keep on guessing... Hahaha... Chris, u better be right sia!!

Remembering what life is.....
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