Currently in school, watching my groupmates do CIP. Nothing to do, so blogging lor. I feel kinda pissed. Lol. Probably from lack of sleep. And even more likely from dropping so many points. And most likely from all the pressure I've been piling on myself. Haha.... I hate losing!! And I seem to be losing to more and more people. The game isnt over yet, but the need to win is driving me crazy. And so I am going crazy!! Lol. Did the CIP presentation slides, so proud of myself. Cos I think it rawks. Haha...

My to-do list is swelling. With BSTATS CT 2 coming up, and I havent done anything for it yet. OMG!! Its ok. Lol. I know how to do it. At least I think I do. Hahaha... Insanity is me. If only I can just truly let go of it all, I will be close enough. Am I caring too much? Or am I caring too little? Just a little more, and I can do it. But it seems that when I reach that crucial step, I fall. Am I even aware of how it happens? Nope. Or rather, consciously not, deep down yes.

I don't have a long post this time. Cos too tired. And cos I dun have much to say. Maybe say Kenny Yap rawks? Lol. And that my friends rule? Hahaha... Good luck to all. I expect more effort from you Josh. Hang in there, and break the limitations!!

Remembering what life is.....
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