Long time since I posted. I have had 3 posts deleted before this for various reasons, all of them accidents. :D

I'm finally 18!! My new resolution with my coming of age- Be more responsible!!!

Too many things have happened in my life that have affected me a lot, and one of which seems to be going on and off is tugging at me right now. I thought that I would be able to let it go totally, but the mysteries of the heart are not yet mine to unveil yet. How I perceive the irony of reading up on econs now. Its like not having total knowledge about the market, thus it is not perfect competition. Oh well. I stand by my words still. Just that maybe I'm not as good as I thought I was....

I've proven that its possible for year 1 to do year 2 and 3 work. Sometimes, its not about knowledge. The correct strategy plays a huge role. Haha. I'm so tired out though. Always thought I was close to burn-out, but seems like there's some incredible energy pent up in me yet. That's not to say I won't sleep if given half the chance... I need it. OMG. Haha.

My class rocks really. Got birthday cake for me (chocolate, exactly the way I would have it :D), and celebrated. Considering what some of them thought of me at the start of last semester, this seems like a 360 degree turnaround. Nonetheless grateful to them though. TB30 rox. Now just need to focus on studies as well, and we can thrash the rest. Hahaha.


Was there some message I was supposed to have gotten? Or was there something that I did wrong? Or is it the fact that I am just me after all. Haha. Had OB lecture just now, where Tan Tien Siang talked about emotional intelligence. Think I rank somewhere close to 0 for that. Ok lah. Last test I took ranked me as below average. Haha. 110, compared to standard average of 120. I'm just confused. Lol. Not that it really matters in the long run? Perhaps, mayhaps... and I hope there are no mishaps.

Exhaustion is overtaking me. My mind is in critical mode though. Like I see, think, feel, and do. In that order. What I visualise, I bring to life. Ok, not all the time. But for my work. Hope I can sustain it. Now going for napfa testing. Update again later...

Remembering what life is.....
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