Been a hectic period. Dun even wanna think much about it. Made some mistakes. Some people made some mistakes too. I got pretty pissed off. Pissed some people off too. You know, life is just so stupid when you have to care... If I didn't care, I would probably be in a much better state on paper now... Haiz... Freedom... Seductive, delectable, yet fleeting.... May the winds lift us all up as our wings are pelted by the forces of the tornados...

What is it like to deliver a masterpiece? A masterpiece requires planning. Then it requires effort. Then it requires presentation. When we fail, do not blame. Do not wish that things were otherwise. Do what we can for the things that we can yet influence, while ignoring those that we cant. No point worrying for anything. Just do it. That's all I have to say.

When one doesnt speak up, we have no idea what u're thinking. For all my supposed brilliance, I'm an idiot when it comes to reading emotions. I can guess thoughts from a logical point of view yes, but when those are being affected by the way u feel, then what am I supposed to do? Please everyone... Just speak up. Make it short, make it snappy, and have everyone happy. The sooner the better.

I will assume all responsibility. Just dump it on me. Just make sure you don't regret it though, when the time comes from reflection. I wun retaliate. Cant be bothered. But one day, when things are looked at in a clearer perspective, you may yet realise that regret is truly the greatest pain of all...

Finally, I am so sorry. I feel kinda lost now. All the rubbish I cover myself in just makes it stink more I guess. I gotta do better. I will improve. Just give me time...

Remembering what life is.....
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