Felt kinda useless today. Haha. Distracted. When I promised myself I wouldnt be. Damn it. Freaking useless. Then kept worrying. Din really focus on solutions. Oh well. I'm just frustrated. So many things to do. So many people to think of. Like tt NPEC thing. Even if they tell me they can do it, I must think of their welfare also. Jackson really looks tired. Kel also. Daryl needs to work on getting his grades up. Kenny missed lectures. Plus where are the benefits? Do we slave for ideals alone, that glory be achieved for the sake of it? How can I lead, when my heart is not yet decided.

The weight is freaking huge u know. If they did it, so can I. But how heavy the burden, how delectable freedom is. Yet, when will we all truly be free?

Remembering what life is.....
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