Friday, September 29, 2006
|5:27 AM|
Lalala. A post before I head off for camp. Once again.
The past few dyas have been very eventful, and I still am in school every single day. Kinda... WOW?
As I learn and pick up new insights, I begin to wonder about my own identity. I am a NP Scholar, member of so many CCAs, leader of some of them, class and module rep, entrepreneur-in-training, mentee to some, mentor to others, and more. How can one person assume so many identities? Wrong question. The question is, why is someone so stupid to take up so many things and kill himself slowly?
The thing is, I love what I do. Planning, thinking, participating, writing business proposals etc. Yet, there are so many more things I want to do, and so many more areas I want to touch upon. Curiosity kills the cat, and here, curiosity is killing me. No, I'm no cat. Was it my beliefs? My principles? My spirit? And as the days past by, more questions appeared, which led to even more questions, but few answers.
Lack of sleep makes me irritable. Few understand who exactly I am anyway. In fact, I myself don't understand me at times. As in, there seems to be 2 mes, the one holding on to the principles, the one taking action to achieve something. When they clash, good luck. :D
So many people have helped groom me, and more are forthcoming. If you think that a challenge from you people will cause me to back away in fear, you're dead wrong. I have learnt to love challenges, for that is what truly shapes me. Welcome to the land of opportunity and adversity, challenge me to unleash my potential, and let the games begin.
Remembering what life is.....
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